Perhaps it's really is good to help a friend as well as to participate actively in my organization's activities. I don't know what was in me last night. I've felt so eager in editing articles for the ILAW literary folio. I even slept at already 4:30 in the morning.I just hope and pray that my almost helpful deed be appreciated.

I knew a bit of information about him.I cannot believe it that behind his smile is a not so beautiful background. See, we are getting closer! Thanks to what the activity for the centenary of SBS has brought. Hope we could have the chance to mingle and know each other more . As for me, I am so happy. Thank you..

I am so flattered to what Harvey is sharing to me. He even calls me Master for Master luv guru. Funny. But I really am thankful for his trust.

I've run into this article while surfing the net for my research work.  

"But I'm not sure - how do I know?"       http://www.avert.org/am-i-gay.htm

Being a teen can be a really confusing time for all sorts of reasons. You start thinking you've coped with puberty - and then all of a sudden, you get these new feelings. You start wondering - could I be gay?

There isn't a questionnaire you can fill in or a test to take! While your sexuality is developing, many teens will become attracted to someone of the same gender - it doesn't mean that you'll always be attracted to people of that gender. Some people can be quite old before they have their first same-sex attraction. For some people, the only way to know for sure is to wait and see. Other people seem to have known they were gay since they were really young - everyone's different.

“For many people who were brought up thinking they were straight, it can come as quite a surprise to realise that they're attracted to people of the same gender.”

“I have always known I was attracted to boys. I didn't quite know what it was, or that it wasn't something most boys did. But I always knew. I can remember back to 1st grade playing 'kiss chase' with the girls. Yet I was chasing WITH the girls after the boys.”Cody

For many people who were brought up thinking they were straight, it can come as quite a surprise to realise that they're attracted to people of the same gender. Sometimes something might happen to make you suddenly aware of these feelings - or you might have become aware of them slowly, over a long time.

It can sometimes seem like there's just too much to deal with - but don't worry, you don't have to make any decisions right now, and feelings often make more sense after some time has passed.

**Ha-ha! It's time for me to ponder.

Feeling good. It's really good to know that you are living with a purpose. That is, a purpose driven life. It's also good to have an inspiration,someone to motivate you, someone that makes even your stomach smile. I love this feeling. It is really euphoric.

I just wish we could be friends .But knowing that you know me with my reputation is enough for me. I will work hard to keep that good reputation for me to be, you know, somehow approachable and someone one can be proud being a friend.

May this feeling last a longer duration. Thank you. May you stay the same .May you not dislike me. Wish that someday when we get to meet each other in the road, you'll smile at me and say to yourself "He is my friend".

PS. I wish you could know how I feel.

I had my birthday party. Funny cause it seem not my birthday party at all. I'll never share a party with anyone ever again!

People out there greet me, yes. But some obviously is not sincere. Some even have the face to go there without knowing that it was my birthday! How would you feel if it happens to you? And the person whom you think will be the one there to be with you, to laugh with you and to have fun with you suddenly ignores and you don't know why? Some also thrusts into your brain that you should talk to that someone and reconcile to that person even when I don't know the real reason why the hell she was acting like that? How about if you know that the person you like doesn't want you to be near her?Yes!! IT WAS A DISASTER!

Well partly. Thanks to Harves and Justin..You make my birthday a good one.