Virtual Realities and Escapism

     I’m starting to hate things that could make you escape your problems. I’m talking of books, movies, music among other things. Now I am starting to realize that it’s not good. Because of them we are actually evading our problems and not solve them face on.

      I’m very impatient now as to entertaining my thoughts. I seem to run out of words everytime I write them down. Before I cherish the time writing as I feel I’m so in touched with myself. Now, I just do not know anymore.

       My intellectual and emotional tolerance runs short. I am lost. Is this me?

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      I am actually a follower of Abraham Maslow now. I understand now how his hierarchy if needs go. It’s because I am experiencing it now. I have a lot of potentials. A self-proclaimed talented guy, this I am. But because, I don’t have something to it, I don’t have money, I don’t have friends, my family is dysfunctional, I cannot actualize them. I just can’t.

       Something tells me that I should take chances. Something tells me to defy gravity. I just don’t know why I actually don’t do them. Maybe I’m so weak, so weak that I can’t push a small rock. 

      I just wish I could be secured financially. I want to feel that when my money runs out, I have something and somewhere to replenish it. I want to feel secure as to my food supply. I want to feel full my stomach would burst everytime. By this way I could have the strength to actually do everything, be it physical or intellectual. Food gives us energy.

       I am hungry.

       I pray for temperance.