My mom had a cardiac arrest.She was temporarily announced dead. The doctor asked my Papa to revive her or not. My Papa chose to still revive her. So she is alive, but with no pulse and blood pressure. I don't know what to feel. I must be sad, but really I'm not. I'm happy for her.....she will now be spared from the cruelty and injustice of this world. Goodbye Mama. Please always watch and guide us wherever you will go. I'll always be thankful to the genes that you installed in me, to the values that you had inculcated to me. I'll always treasure those unforgettable memories that we've done. I know that you are contented now that you are already with Him. Please don't forget us your children and most especially Papa. Please make him to understand that it's for the best.

My mom had a cardiac arrest. She was temporarily announced dead. The doctor asked my Papa to revive her or not. My Papa chose to still revive her. So she is alive, but with no pulse and blood pressure. I don't know what to feel. I must be sad, but really I'm not. I'm happy for her.....she will now be spared from the cruelty and injustice of this world. Goodbye Mama. Please always watch and guide us wherever you will go. I'll always be thankful to the genes that you installed in me, to the values that you had inculcated to me. I'll always treasure those unforgettable memories that we've done. I know that you are contented now that you are already with Him. Please don't forget us your children and most especially Papa. Please make him to understand that its for the best.

I'm so bad. I don't pay attention to Mama any more. I don't even talk to her or at least look at her in the eye. I just think it will be effective for me not to feel pain and sadness for her. She's just this pitiful cancer patient who cries like a baby whenever she has this attacks. I'm her son and I utterly don't wanna see her like that. I love her. I am really hurt but I don't know what to do. I wish she'll just recover and be well again. May God be with her, or if her agony still continues, I guess we have to let her go.There are times when I hear her say that she can not take it anymore. I hope that her strength and courage be strong as ever because them together with strong faith and God are the only hope.

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My mom is suffering from cancer.I just don't know if I am being bad but I don't like her having these certain attacks and i will be the one to take care of her.I just feel so stressed.I am a teenager, i want to enjoy life.I want to go and hang out, laugh out loud with my friends.