Normalcy is Bliss

The past two weeks everyone seemed to be engulfed with a festive mode, not with Intramurals and Peñafrancia fiesta. Perhaps, what I’ve learned is that normalcy can be of bliss. Hence, I am not that orientated towards celebrating almost every time. Something is lacking. Happiness isn’t complete. I was thinking that I don’t deserve this festive mode. Have I worked well? Have I studied well? No, I think not. You see, I really feel guilty.

Tomorrow, I’ll be back to school. Back to normal. As much as I hate stressful stuff that studying brings, I am kind of looking forward to  it. Because that’s normal. Celebrations here, food treats there, can also be normal, but it can’t happen almost every other day. We need to work. It’s what is healthy.

So there, I miss working. I should start working.

ADNU Intrams 2014

Sometimes, I think of home. Or most appropriately, travelling from home to here. I don’t specifically miss my home. I miss the travelling.

During the past few festive days, I have come to meet many people more. Some I have come to like more, I have come to hate more, some I can say that I must take cautions on mingling with. Oooh. They’re kind of scary being so rich and affluent. But despite of that, I feel happy  that these festive weeks have let me know them more.

I feel also sad that I don’t miss my family. Well they don’t miss me as well. That’s for sure. It’s just sad. So sad. If I could be financially independent now, I will surely cut my communications with them. I don’t miss them that way. And it’s sad.

I have pending school works that needs to be done. Perhaps, later? Ok. Procrastination mode.

It’s also kind of hard adjusting from festive mode to normalcy again. But I guess I should just go with it. Sooner or later, I’ll adapt.

Festive mode: Keanu's Birthday and Penafrancia Fiesta Celeb

I have some laundry to do back in my almost hell boarding house. Oh, I forgot to tell you that I’ve been staying with Monaliza and Jai for the past festive days. I just don’t like my landlady and her entire family. As if I’m the one who is at fault. I will not say sorry to them. They should be the one saying sorry to me. Fuck them. I am ready to start the new semester in a new boarding house if they shall continue being the bane of my life. Or do I? I like the free wifi. Maybe I should just endure their badness. As long as there is free wifi. Hmp.

Or maybe, I should really change boarding house. Free wifi may be the culprit of my declining academic performance. Hmmm. Yes yes. Should start finding one.

I should iron out my uniform. Then organize my things for school. And then do the laundry.